Friday, July 28, 2006

After a few days, i think i feel much better. Thanks Ms chan!

Yeah..finally I'm free of my class rep duties..

Let's see those complaining people become one and i shall keep complaining =)

anyway, had IMF training today..kinda..boring cause it was in the TFA and not in classrooms..and i felt that the ice breaking games was dumb. cos we didn't implement groupings in the end. But we won in the icebreaking games! ^_^

here's some pics..

This was when break time, felt bored and did it. Cool eh?

uh-HUH;
time;9:02 AM

.S H I T.

I feel like giving up everything.

My course.
My friends.
My school.
My family.

Everything is falling apart..

Can't stand it no longer.

Sucky friends, A course that is so fucked up, people that dun appreciate you.

Just kill me.

I find out that i have no true friends at all.
Just people waiting to gain something out of me.

I almost blew my top, for the first time in my life.

I was damn shocked. I didn't knew it would happen so fast.

I'm becoming more and more short-fused these days.

The stress+bad stuff+bad friends= short temper.

I really can't imagine myself flaring up..just now i only flared for a second and i felt scared.

I had no control over myself. I almost punched a girl.

If i had gone full flare, really wondered what would have happened.

Just leave me to die

uh-HUH;
time;8:00 AM

.S H I T.

I am not fulfilling my agreement! Someone kill me please!

I fell into depression for a few days..Really had the feeling to die again. Friends are to make you feel sad, to leave you alone, and to waste your money? To make you organise stuff, just to pang seh you?

Anyway, had Phat night yesterday. Went with Yida's group, jeff and his friend, and some other.

Went for PALS forum. Rocks.

Anyway. That's all i'm gonna say. bye.

uh-HUH;
time;9:37 AM

.S H I T.

I promise, that i'll study hard from this Monday onwards. I'll no longer play as much computer. I gotta study hard. I can't fail my modules. No more...my class is too competitive.

Rules I'll set for myself. If you guys see me break it, SLAP ME OK?
-No using of computer for games, I'll freeze my accounts
-No procrastinating
-Do all my tutorials
-Listen to lectures
-Ask for help
-Study dilligently
-My laptop is #1 enemy for now.

And i hereby swear that I would do my best to pass all modules.

Expected grades for final semester.

Microbio - A
Intro to Food Sci- A
Mathematics- D
Japanese- D
Physical Chem- C
Inorganic Chem- B
Economics- C


My grades for common test.
Microbio - B
Intro to Food Sci- F
Mathematics- D
Japanese- D
Physical Chem- F
Inorganic Chem- F
Economics- F


Work hard. No more slacking. From now onwards, after this Sunday, THIS is the new ME.

uh-HUH;
time;8:51 AM

.S H I T.

I went for 4E2 class gathering today.

It went pretty well.Until that person came. I wanted to have a fresh start. Then as usual, everyone made fun of me and her. Then i heard it. She was here but didn't dare to come and join us CAUSE I was there. Freakin pissed, i just silently walked off. I rather let that idiot join then say that i ruined HER day, like what happened at last year's class chalet.

It was like that. I stayed overnight. The next evening, i was feeling rather bored and decided to take a walk alone. Told my friends and left. When i came back, they said that SHE arrived for the bbq, that she saw me, then saw me try to avoid her. LIKE WTF! I wasn't even there dammit. And she said that it was an excuse i used to get away from her-.-

Please, like i know you're coming. Thanks for that screwup. And she didn't go for the chalet in the end, came, didn't find me, said i avoided her, and left on a bus, ALONE.

SO much for EMO. huh?

Anyway, back to the story. Then Kevin and Bo Rui came over. Said relax, dun be scared. I wasn't even scared. I just wanted her to just join the class. She didn't even talk to most of them.
I went back, and everyone was like making fun and keep telling me not to be scared. Made my mood sour.

Walked to Sun Plaza to eat. Kfc. Hanged out at Raidah's house outside the playground. Then went home. I saw a big kitten! Below Bo Rui's house. It was damn cute. I took a few pic, but many were blurred.

The pic is where it was looking at me. Then as i snapped the pic it yawned =)

uh-HUH;
time;8:38 AM

.S H I T.

Wow. Not bad at all. I expected 7 Fs for Common test. Gotten 4 instead.
F in Inorganic chem, Physical chem, Food sci, Econs
B in Microbio
D in jap and maths.

Amazing, just when i thought maths and jap would be hopeless, i passed. And i just failed my food sci, econs, and inorganic! DAMNIT!

Anyway, it was worth. I didn't study at all. Guess i'll just have to study..

MY class..most of them had 4.0 for GPA! THAT IS LIKE ALL As!!!

My GPA is only 0.5 =D

I can drop out of this course already.

Anyway, gotta buck up!

uh-HUH;
time;6:10 AM

.S H I T.

I'm gonna blog what happened during Downtown Escapade.

I was gamemaster for Soap it up! together with Nick and Yi ling. Our game was like this. We give each team 1/3 of a bar of soap, and they had to figure how to dissolve it on their skin without using water. They had to depend on sweat, saliva, and other methods. And they can't use their clothes, shoes, watches and accessories.

You may think it's easy. But it's real hard. The soap won't dissolve. It'll just crumble. And one rule of the game is that you can't have crumbs of the soap left after 20 mins. If not we'll penalise them.

We set up booth at 8+ in the morning, at carlsberg revolving tower there. Outside Subway. Asked for permission and were told that we had to move out at noon. We waited till the first team arrived.It was real long. Then we had people thinking that ours were another game's station. Around 3 of them. Then the first few teams arrived. I wasn't timing them, so i didn't see how they did. But the third team, Team Rookies, were damn sporty. The girl even took off the shirt!

Then we received bad news. We were allocated in the wrong place! Viewing Window does not mean the carlsberg tower, it was on top of the mountain! We immediately packed up and shifted...

To our horror, it was a long trip upslope, and we fed mosquitos. The place was isolate, and full of vegetation.

We waited..for a good 1 and a half hour before the first team arrived. And complained to us.

Then suddenly alot of teams came. Some were not happy, they were penalised with 10 marks for asking where we were. Our place was supposed to be the hardest station. And people who came all showed black faces to us. After explaining that they can't use water and have to use spit, sweat and all those, they cursed us and said all the bad things about the game.

Alot showed serious attitude towards us, and we had to maintain our calm and try to persuade them to complete. They were not happy when they scored little. Some cheated by throwing the soap away, while we were not watching.

The fun part was egging them on to eat the soap, watching them sweat, and trying all methods to dissolve the soap =D

Some of the teams are worth to remember. Take Froggies. They had this gay, whom i thought was a butch from the starting. He talked, acted and looked like one!Anyway, he was the so-called leader of his team. And he said, he wanted to use urine, and he went to a bush and took an empty bottle. And pissed inside. And happily shouted, " I got the urine!!!", while waving the bottle. It was 1/5 full, and the urine was DARK ORANGE IN COLOUR. Does gay urine look like that?

I was horrified. Nick and Yiling were too. They were really gonna do it. I was watching over them, to see if they were cheating. I was horrified when i saw him open the cap. and start pouring HIS urine on his hands AND his friends' HANDS! The soap soon turned YELLOWISH in color. Then they started wiping it all on their arms. That killed our appetite for lunch. It was pure disgusting! They were using URINE to dissolve it!Then they were using spit. And wiping it on each other. I heard that GAY say. Oh, no more saliva, i try to vomit then we use it to dissolve k?

Then he vomitted. RIGHT INFRONT OF US! IT WAS RED?!?!?! in colour and as he was vomitting, he passed it to his 4 other FRIENDS!!!

GAWD!!&(*Z73298&#@(

SICKENING!!

We really were put off by them. They finished the task, and we gave them the next clue card and chopped their card feeling scared. They didn't wash their hands and gave it to us :S

There was a team that was remarkable.

Team #74

They were a group of men. I think they are year 3 people. They were real sporting, and immediately took off their clothes.

Damn...4 of them had great figures! Girls would swoon over it! Plus their faces are not bad at all!

Immediately after i started the time, 4 ran off to sweat it out, while 1 broke the soap into pieces. They came back and immediately scrubbed till their sweat were gone. They were real united.

The last guy who wasn't that fit took off his clothes, he had a hairy chest and leg. And he volunteered to rub the soap on his hair. *more friction, faster*

It hurts, but he volunteered. That takes courage.

After loads of his hair fell out, the other boys came back sweaty again, and they begin using the soap full of HIS hair to wipe on their body. REALLY commendable.

Then this guy said to another guy. rub the soap on my back, if no more sweat, spit on me, brother, just spit on me.

I was really touched by that. This was real brotherhood in action. They completed everything in 12 mins. And i took time to tell them where the crumbs were.

Finished everything in 15 mins. And me and the other gamemasters agreed that they were worthy of the 20 marks.

They did a group cheer, and went off.

Such rare people, with such spirits.

uh-HUH;
time;4:57 AM

.S H I T.

FUCK. damn pissed now.
i'll post about my sentosa event later.
MY class. I know, i'm flaming them. Who gives a shit. MY CLASS. SUCKS. to the core.

I mean, you try to do your best as a class rep, and you get shit paid back at you.
Other class reps don't even have to do as much as i do, i dunno why I'm even bothering

My class really have no life. No unity. No nothing. And you try coordinating it and ends up wasted.

I'm already suffering huge mental damage to myself. I don't even get angry and show it to people before. I still don't wish to do that. It's not in my nature.

But when you try to tell them that the reports that you werent even collecting in the first place were lost, they screw you over. Then when you find it back, they say you wasted their time as they printed it again. And they complained.

And whenever you tell people to spread the message, only a few do. And guess what? They say you aren't efficient. Like you have 5000 free smses a day, or is so free to tell everyone.

Then you have an assistant class rep, and this rep does nothing..Leaving you alone to do everything.

Whenever things goes wrong, you can be sure that they'll be aiming you. Pushing all the blames on you. Making sure that you claim all the bad stuff.

That sucks.
Totally.

I dun think i can withstand 3 years in my class.

Say hi to me 3 years later, if you see me.

And i haven gone mad or died yet.

uh-HUH;
time;7:16 AM

.S H I T.

Whoo..i just came back from camp!

My eyelids are doing heavy weightlifting now...I can only hang out for a while longer before i just start sleeping on the floor.

Camp was fun! We went to nearby coffeeshops and Macdonald's to watch WC. But too full. So we took bus to Benedict's house and watched..the last 7 mins of Argentina and Germany -.-

But it extended till 45 mins+ so it was quite worth.

Then we came back and tried to sneak out to watch the other match, but failed. Ended up talking till 6am. Then we slept.

I woke at 7am. Wow. And i was superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrbly refreshed. But while playing, my eyelids just keeps shutting itself and i keep getting white blanks in my mind..and sometimes imagine and hear stuff. lol.

I cant hang on anymore. Time to go.

uh-HUH;
time;3:21 AM

.S H I T.

yesterdays.
. February 2006
. March 2006
. June 2006
. July 2006